Thursday, February 3, 2011

ANGEL


nanny cu,

It has been a while since we've met in delhi 7,from that time i wasn't expecting i would fall for u!!If you could still remember how it will make u wonder too,i was with someone that time and u were not so interested in every girls around u.You were into cracking, hacking and picking on evrybody..you are no one but a total stranger to me.I could still remember how u made me guess what your nationality was and still i could remember how u pushed me away from u. But look at us now nanny,look at where are we now..we are way too far from that time!! After 3 months of chatting as a friend, after a month of avoiding each other and after a weeks of hanging out in chatrooms with eachother, after a long time of guessing what u or i look like. I can now proudly say,we are a perfect couple!! Nanny,i just wanted to say thank you...thank u so much for coming and being a part of my life. Thank you for always being ther for me in times i needed u, thank you for making me feel so special..even i often say lots of thing i know could hurt your feelings, i'm so sorry for those times nanny. Most of all thank you for making me a better me, you made me a whole one!! Well i guess i should end the story now..but before that know this important note pls..Nanny, no matter what will happen next wherever may destiny brought us both however hard the situation is..dont give up on us. I know you are that strong, please lend me ur hands and hold me. Be my guide in everything u know i always rely on u. You often say "you are my strenght nanny" but u never knew that.."the strenght u gain from me is exactly the strength i got from u"!!........I love u so much and we both know how those three words meant to us. Be safe always...


nanny mu,
angel







RITZ

From where i start then?my Nanny already wrote everything!! then..then..then..u know?there is nothing in my mind,no words are coming in,no words are going out.so let me arrange all the words into sentences which will draw my feelings on this page. It was a hot summer night,that was my first time to hopped in to Delhi-7 (indian chatroom) i just came to mess up with everyone. everyone means everyone coz i know noone there just came to kill my time.i started to pick on some guys and girls,in between that i saw a chatter who only chats in English (ang3l_****_******@ymail.com) everyone there was chatting in hindi,that particular girls was chatting in English.after a while,she said "kamusta ka?" to another chatter.And i was like omg,she is a filipina (i forgot to mention that i'm a chatter of Asian room and mostly my friends are from Philippines)what is she doing here?????in a minute i got it,she's a regular chatter of this Indian room.Then i started to talk to her in Tagalog..she asked me "are u a pinoy?" i simply replied "black pinoy dito" i wasn't concentrating on her..i started to hit on some guys (that time,i wasnt alone i came with my chat friend,she too doesn't speak hindi)so people of that room made her a friend,i told her...look at she,she ain't an Indian but she's chatting here..my friend just said "yah i see". As a bad arse of yahoo,i found Delhi-7 a good room to pick and make a total mess.I joined the room again the other night,but that time i was alone.I was just watching the room,i chose friends or enemy in random selection...noting else.I used the most nasty id for Del-7 (**_**_**_**_uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu)..i started to hang there i've no interest in any girl or boy to make them a friend,as I've mentioned up there just hang to kill my time!!as a regular chatter its normal to have some enimies in the room,i saw her (angel) being crashed by some unknown chatters so i started to support her..i do the same thing everyday because wasting my time there is based on her..but I wasn't interested on her,who took my interest was..the people against her!!My full concentration was with them.After a few weeks of chats i had became the most wanted chatter of that room (100% fun for me)

Now back to her

i just want her to be on top of everyone like me as i'm in my own chat room. (a decent yet bad one) hang with her everyday and night,slowly slowly we had became a friend.I always keep an eye on her and talk about her with my friends (Filipino friends)continuously we chat most of the time in chat rooms,never did in pm.After 3 months of chatting,one night she saw my main id chatting in one of my own chatroom, I was afraid that time because anyhow she will find out who really am i..i tried my best to hide my identity from her or from anyone in del7. That time,i made a decision...i will avoid her and for some reasons some chatters of del7 was after me.

After a month of hiding,no Pm's not even in chat room..i thought to go and look for her,check if she's doing well.I went there and said a simple "hello angel" she said "hi ritz" back..that was the beginning i guess.what was the reason i went there? (i don't know) may be just like that or may be there was something inside me which i wasn't able to give a name yet..i never realised by that time i was falling in love with her.Just kept on chatting with her that was where the first phase started. We started to know each other..i came from my office early to talk with her i just love to hear her voice,when she laughs..i felt like i'm in heaven..:X . we talk about lots of things (i talk more) so she calls me a "talking parrot" and we started to love each other.

Now,words for my Nanny...

Nanny cu

u were the first one who said "i love u"
i was so shy to say i love u back coz i never thought
in my life i would fall inlove.
i see love in u...
i see care in u...
i see u as u see me...

Nanny,u know there is nothing in my mind else than "love" i can't type anymore!!
just want to add one more line which is
"U/ME BELONG TO ME/U"
mas mahala kita Nanny stay Safe:x

Nanny mo
Ritz
(I started to call her NANNY in the month of September and still call her Nanny,she loves me and cares a lot!)

2 comments:

  1. my doll and ritzzz...your story is so inspiring. the moment i started reading it i can't help but wanted to finish pero parang me kulang...MORE! MORE! please...para kasi akong nagbabasa ng pocketbookmy doll ;)) kakaadik love story nyo ;))

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  2. omg,he just wrote a novel up there..lol u read it my doll?
    he wasn't interested with me at first:(( yeah he was right
    i was the one who mentioned i love u between us..and my god
    it took him a long before he replied,on our three weeks i guess
    of relation he never used a kiss emoticon for me he will just
    say "kiss u"=))i was like...what kind of guy is he?he used to
    teased girls in chatrooms using nasty words but why is it hard
    for him to mention the common ones??that i was thinking and
    wondering,is this guy a gay or virgin?:-jbut later on i knew
    that i'm his first gf and i do agree with that kind of actions!!
    most of the time it's not so easy to say "i love you" to some
    one when u really don't mean it..


    ..i love you nanny,and i mean it!!!muahhhhhhhhh:*

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